Posts Tagged ‘Universe’

One Man’s Truth – Final Words

Wednesday, September 1st, 2010

The most amazing thing to me is that I only need to hear the voice and I know the soul. In some instances, I can even do it via e-mail. I used to have to work through spirit guides in the beginning, then a Master, Maitreya. But now I seem to work on a higher level. The accuracy of my work blows me away and, at the end of a day of doing these readings, I am in as much shock as those who have had them. It is then, when I am doing readings, that I can see where you are in denial and not living or speaking your truth.

However, it is one thing for me to tell you, but another for you to put it into being and address the issue. Eighty percent choose not to do so, and then, eventually, the Universe will create a situation for them to look at it. Often that situation can be very brutal – like when I denied my intuitive ability and would not use it year after year despite the Universe bringing everything into my life to make me see it. It created a recession in which I was the main player. After a few years of being in that situation, I knew what I needed to do, but I had to be brought to my knees first to force me to do it.

That is another form of truth: denying one’s own truth. I think that it is worse than lying to someone else, to be honest. It creates dis-ease in the body and is the forerunner of health problems. I have learned the hard way. One cannot suppress energy. If one tries to do so, one just stops the flow of what the Universe is trying to bring to us. If I could say anything to those seeking higher consciousness, it would be to speak your truth, but also do not lie. It may upset people to speak your truth, but speak it. If they do not like it, it is their problem, nobody else’s. TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE!

Changes – Final Words

Monday, August 2nd, 2010

As an astrologer, I know why things happen. I can always see it in the chart, and especially if a person is destined to lose their home or to move around a lot. I just wish others could understand it. When I finally did see why, it was the most amazing “Aha” moment I have ever had. I chose to have the Cancer Mid-heaven (or MC as many call it) so that it would cure me of my need to settle down, to put down roots and not move again. It is my destiny to be loose and fancy free –to not have a permanent home – and it was the one thing my Self yearned for, making every home I had into a virtual castle! Some people are meant to be in one place all of their lives and they never move. It is what they have come to do, but for others like me, it is not meant to be. We have a bigger picture, a bigger job to do, and we cannot be stuck in one place. We need to be free to do it.

I have a number of Cancer friends and they do not adapt to change very well at all. I am hoping, though, that now I have well and truly learned the lesson of hanging on. When someone was talking to me about New York, I found myself actually looking forward to the experience of moving, whether temporary for a few weeks or more permanently for a few months. I do know, but I do not know why I will not be living there permanently. I actually lived there in a past life and deep inside of me have a fond memory of a brownstone building with steps leading up to it. I am ready whenever the Universe creates that opportunity and, unlike the past, will move with no hesitation. I think I will anyway. We will have to wait and see what does happen and how it is received. LOL!

Networking

Monday, July 5th, 2010

In all of my years in business, I have never had difficulty in finding work – from my first days working in the coffee shop and from home – even before we had a website. I always had work, but I had many lessons to learn about working. In the beginning, I worried about so much in my life. If a client did not turn up I would get upset over the money I had not made for that reading, not realizing as I did later that sometimes the client did not come because I was tired and those in Spirit knew that doing the reading could cause me problems with my health, or that someone else needed the reading more than the person who had cancelled. Eventually, I learned that, as soon as I let go of the concern over the money, the Universe would bring me a new client. However, if I did not let go and continued to be worried and angry, that person could not come because I was stopping their coming toward me with the energy of anger and fear! It took me a long time to have that “Aha” moment but I finally let go of it.

In the beginning I only earned what I needed, but I was grateful for that. I could pay my accounts and take a salary, albeit small. As I became more experienced in metaphysics, I learned to let go more and more and to generate more salary. As the fear left me little by little, the door opened up to the manifesting energy and more abundance. My business got bigger and bigger – first on a small level, then on a larger and larger level. I never had to network or even give thought to it. As I said to people, my friends in Spirit will take care of me.

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Fairy Tales – Continued

Friday, July 2nd, 2010

Toward the end of this marriage I had decided there is no Knight in Shining Armor or Prince Charming. I was going to stay single! Little did I know that the Universe was going to send me another candidate. My present and last husband (and I say this with conviction) then came into my life. I needed someone to help me with my work with Maitreya. The Universe sent him to help. We have a lot in common and our temperaments are very similar. However, there were no rose colored glasses or ideas of romance for me this time. I liked him a lot, and we got on so very well together. He made me laugh – something I needed to learn – and he seemed to genuinely care about me. I also genuinely liked him. But love? What is love? Neither of us could define it.

It did not matter; we were having fun together. We had our bad days and our good days. On the bad days I was not going to stay with him; on the good days I felt that God had saved the best for last. It was a place of comfort for me, and he soon showed me that he felt the same as I did about the work we were doing.

Astrologically we are very compatible, but I am under no illusion this time and, as such, I am detached from the emotion. One day I stopped wearing my eyeglasses – whether by accident or deliberately I cannot remember – but as the days passed I no longer needed them. I could see very clearly where I could not see before. I never wore them again and still do not wear glasses. Almost six years have gone by, and I have seen more clearly every year. I believe it is because I am no longer in illusion. I don’t miss them either. It seems strange to even imagine that I wore glasses for so many years. My early books show me on the cover wearing glasses, but no more. I have seen through the illusion.

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Life Itself – Continued

Sunday, June 20th, 2010

Every time something happens (good or bad) in my life, I can see it in my daily transits. It is actually like a log of my life. I can see beforehand what my life is going to be. I sometimes look up a week at a time for the week ahead. I don’t wish it nor do I create it. Sometimes I don’t read the transits beforehand at all, but you can guarantee whatever I have gone through that week is in my daily transits. As far as I am concerned our life is planned. However, we have the choice to take it or run away from it.

I did run away in the early days. When the transits were there to propel me forward, through fear I chose not to do it. At age 35 the Universe provided an opportunity to do it again. When I had not done it before, my life went very badly, and I was basically forced to do something about it the second time it came up again. I know from my own experiences that the Universe will keep trying – pushing us – until we do what we are supposed to do with our lives, and it is all chosen before we are born!

I feel very lucky to be able to have the knowledge I have. It enables me to make good decisions and to know when the right and the wrong times are to do things. Before I travel I check to see whether the place is right for me. I have said before that Colorado is not a good place for me, astrologically, as it is a lot of hard work due to Saturn being the main planet there. Saturn is about learning, discipline, and hard work. Only in this place in the USA is Saturn there, and every time I go to Colorado I have such a hard time with my work!

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Life Itself – Continued

Friday, June 18th, 2010

Astrologically, when I look back at those times in my life it was all there waiting to happen. The time in Germany was all there in my transits; so was the time with Irene just after I moved to Australia. Then, of course, the Baha’i faith, and then my doorway into the metaphysical. I could not have done it differently if I wanted to. I was astounded! It was even there in my chart that I would not open my intuition and enter the metaphysical world until later in my life! I began checking other things astrologically too and searched for when I had my children. It was all there in the solar return for that year: “This could be a fertile year and a child could be born” It said.

The day I left my first husband, the day I met my second one, and then the day I met Alan years later – they were all there. Reading my transits was like reading a log of my life. I spend months checking on things I had done and how they fit in with my astrological transits. There was no doubt about it; I could not have changed it. I could have ignored it and not made the changes but, knowing what I now know about astrology, the Universe would have presented it again to me if I had ignored it!

It brought home to me the so-called (if it is true) passage in Ecclesiastes: To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

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Learning To Let Go – Continued

Tuesday, May 18th, 2010

I did not know that I would be tested again 11 years later when my 2nd husband fell in love with one of my students from Japan and I was no longer what he wanted in his life. It was harder the second time around for me because, for some reason, there was a feeling of failure in that I felt it was my fault. But I knew it was not. That was what I had to learn from the whole experience – detachment once again – and the fact that it was over, time to move on. But this time I truly believed that I loved my husband. However, he loved someone else. Once again I let go.

At this stage I had let go of my children. They moved away – or should I say, the Universe moved them away – and I had to let them go. My belief structures had changed and I no longer believed in what I had done. I was such a different person the second time I left my marriage. I had, in fact, come to the awareness that my whole life teaching was about detachment and learning the art of that. Was it hard? Oh yes! I cannot say it was easy. I often agonized for months before I let go of the emotions connected to things, people, conditioning, and the guilt that goes with it. Each time I detached though and moved forward, I became more intuitive – as if a door opened to more and more light and energy. I realized what a waste of energy it is even getting upset over some things.

Alan’s presence in my life taught me even more about letting go because we came to live in the USA and I left my children, grandchildren and friends behind in Australia. But by now letting go was not as hard to do as in prior situations. I was able to do it without a great deal of pain.

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