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Posts Tagged ‘tired’
Sunday, February 7th, 2010
One of my graduate students wrote to me recently and asked if it was necessary to suffer so much. She finished her study with me in 2008 (I believe it was) and since then she has been working at raising her vibration. She mentioned that since doing so she has been depressed, tired, and lethargic at times, has highs and lows in energy, and has done a great deal of crying. I remembered back to my early days of opening to Spirit and what I went through then. I honestly thought that, once I had done some training, I would then be so high in vibration that I would be able to do anything. How wrong I was. From day one of beginning the path of metaphysics, it was hard going all the way. I learned about suffering very much because there are many ways to suffer when one opens the door metaphysically.
When I began my path, I really had nobody to communicate with after my teachers went back to England from Australia. It took some time before new teachers came in and, during that time, it was quite scary because I had no reference point, nobody to talk to regarding what I was experiencing at the time. What I was experiencing were panic attacks so severe that I am surprised I got to work every day. As my chakras opened up it affected my whole glandular system which, in effect, unbalanced my whole hormone system. Each of the seven major chakras connects to a gland in the physical body which, in turn, produces the hormones in the body. As the high spiritual energy came in, it worked at releasing past-life energy which had been trapped for many lifetimes in the etheric body in the chakras. This, in turn, really upset the hormones in the physical gland system, making them very unbalanced.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, Australia, chakra, depressed, energy, England, gland, hormone, lethargic, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysics, Spirit, tired, vibration
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Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010
A few weeks ago I went into our center to find that I was not the only one experiencing vertigo and nausea. Three staff members were going through it as well as Alan, who was away in Spokane that week. I had been experiencing this for a few days and it was a sign to me that I was raising my vibration, albeit not a very nice way to go through it. I have been aware of the Photon Energy speeding up time quicker and quicker, but I felt strongly that, with all of us going through the same symptoms, it must be the Photon Energy compressing our earth-plane energy and creating the symptoms we were experiencing. You know you have it when you get out of bed, the room swims, and you do not feel that you are in your body. Usually on standing, this slowly gets better, and for the rest of the day one is all right.
Johnna, our medical intuitive, who already is on a high rate of vibration, had symptoms that started at almost the same time as mine. We had a really great discussion about this as she took me home from work one afternoon. We both said we really felt sorry for those who did not know what it was all about and who were having symptoms they could not understand.
I also discovered from those who were having the symptoms in the office that they were like Alan and me having problems getting enough sleep. When we do not have to get up in the morning for appointments, Alan and I have found ourselves sleeping for 12 – 14 hours. Although we sleep well and feel we get some good sleep, we wake up in the morning feeling so tired and so drained that you would swear we had not slept a wink! We wondered how many other people are also experiencing this? Unfortunately for me, people do not write and tell me if they are having symptoms they cannot understand.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, center, drained, earth plane, energy, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, nausea, Photon Energy, symptoms sleep, tired, vertigo, vibration
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Sunday, January 17th, 2010
I have found the moving on of earthbound souls to be the most rewarding of all the work I do, although these days I do not do a great deal of it. I was really surprised in Oahu that I did what I did, to be honest. Someone once wrote and asked me why I charged what I did for my readings and I told them, “If you could see what I go through for doing that you too would charge what I do for a reading or clearing.” I am also lucky in that, financially, Maitreya takes care of me when I am not doing readings and getting paid for it. The work I did in Oahu will be compensated for. I know that without a doubt. I could go to the casino and win $800 or so. Someone will send in a large donation to the website or come in and donate to the center. I will be compensated for it in some way.
Because there is no time for them where they are, and time virtually stands still, I can take a soul over who has been stuck between dimensions for hundreds if not thousands of years. Once again, in my book, Stories Along The Way, I wrote of another life experience about two ghosts in the same house, yet neither knew the other was there. They were both in different dimensions. The only drawback to my work is that it is physically exhausting. After each session I need to rest. I rested in Oahu on both occasions – after the Arizona experience and after the experience with the people who lived at the side of the road in the tents. The next day after each experience I was confined to the hotel room, exhausted and so tired that it took all my energy just to eat a meal. Would I change it though? Not on your life!!
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Tags: Alan McElroy, Arizona, casino, clearing, compensated, dimensions, donation, earthbound, energy, exhausting, financially, ghosts, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Oahu, paid, readings, rest, rewarding, souls, Stories Along The Way, time, tired, website
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Friday, January 15th, 2010
Thursday morning I was very tired after doing a day’s work after our return, but thought a day at home before the radio show would assist in helping me gain back energy as I felt so drained and tired. In my email that morning was one from a colleague at work who keeps an eye on this blog to let me know the blog ran out in two days’ time and I needed to do another. So I did a blog in the morning and then went in to do the radio show which I had to do on my own as Alan had gone away to his other job in Spokane. I did a lot of readings on air – which is also draining – but when I have energy, I am OK I also did an interview and a natal chart reading. After the show (and using all the energy –I had to do the radio show and other work) I could hardly walk. I was so drained. I realized for the first time that I had been running on my reserve energy and was now at the bottom of the barrel. I realized too late that I should never have gone into work on Wednesday but stayed home and rested all day and night.
Friday I woke up with, for me, the usual signs of energy starvation, a sore throat, flu-like symptoms (but I do not have the flu), very loose bowels, and feeling so sore all over that I feel as if I have done 15 rounds with a boxing champion. To make it worse, Alan came back from his trip to Spokane (where he had gone to work at his other company) as sore as I was, with mouth sores and extreme tiredness and exhaustion. We made a right pair I can tell you, and it is made worse because Alan has only just begun experiencing these symptoms whereas I have had them since connecting with Maitreya in 1992.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, blog, drained, energy, exhaustion, loose bowels, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, natal chart, radio show, reading, sore, sore throat, Spokane, symptoms, tired, work
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Thursday, December 24th, 2009
One needs a great deal of energy to fight the Self. It is a strong energy and, once it starts doing its work, it is not easy to deal with. It waits until we are worn down, tired, and lacking energy before it strikes. When this happens to me I have no access to the Higher Self, so it always seems to bring me down to my knees. During that time I am depressed and fighting the negative ideas and feelings it is throwing at me. It is very hard to conquer it when I am like that. Of course, eventually the Higher Self part of me comes in and gives me the energy to deal with the Self, but not before some damage is done and it has had a good laugh at my lack of control. It does not matter what level of vibration you are at either, the Self is there.
I recall an article I read about the Dalai Lama who was asked by a reporter whether he ever gets angry, and he said “Yes.” He told a story of how he loves to feed the little birds in his garden from his table, and the big birds come and try to stop them. He said he gets very angry when this happens, and actually has a shotgun which he shoots into thin air and tries to frighten the big birds away. Of course this is a Self ploy – bring in the big birds to spoil the day – but it is nice to know that even the Dalai Lama has Self problems and is capable of being angry with the big birds. None of us can escape from the Self. Once again, if one is stressed and tired one cannot deal with the Self at all. Yet most of us do not know how to deal with the Self. Even though I have learned how to do it, I still go backwards when I am tired!
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Tags: Alan McElroy, angry, birds, Dalai Lama, depressed, energy, Higher Self, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Self, shotgun, stressed, tired
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Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
Do we really have enemies? If we are in the Self we do, because the Self must have something to complain about, and one of the ways the Self deals with this subject is to blame everyone and everything for what happens in our life. But if we are in the Higher Self, we understand that each soul who comes into our life is a teacher and a mirror, showing us aspects of our lives we do not usually want to see.
My Self is pathetic. The day before I wrote this blog I was tired, so very tired, after teaching a course for three days and having very little rest due to work commitments and things happening at home. Alan went away as he usually does each week, and I was on my own. Boy, did my Self come in and take over! It went on about how tired I was and how I should not be working so hard. It brought up my children and grandchildren. It showed me the cruel energy that it is in that Alan’s children can visit when they want to, but my children and grandchildren are in Australia, and it costs a lot of money to go and visit.
By the time Alan called I was deeply in the Self. All he got on the other end of the phone was a “whingy” wife, almost on the verge of tears and talking about wanting to retire and go back to Australia to live. I could hear myself also, but was powerless to do anything because I was too tired to energize the Higher Self and bring that in to fight the Self. Of course, after only 5 minutes of talking to Alan with his positive words and encouragement (even promising if I wanted to go to Australia – we could go next week), I felt so different. By the time I went to bed I was feeling so positive and was back in the Higher Self again.
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Tags: blame, Higher Self, Maitreya, mirror, Self, teacher, tired
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