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Posts Tagged ‘test’
Sunday, May 16th, 2010
It was at this stage that I began to learn how to detach emotionally. My teacher, Maitreya, came into my life from the world of Spirit. I know his energy helped me to learn the art of detachment. It was also a very difficult break-up as my ex-husband sold every single thing in our home which belonged to me. I went home for some clothes one weekend and found him having a garage sale in our home. Most of my belongings had been sold or were in the process of being sold. Once again it was a lesson in letting go. As I watched my beautiful blue and white china pieces being picked up and examined by people wanting to buy them I was taken back in time to when my children and I had seen them in a local pharmacy – of all places – and we had carried two sets in heavy boxes to our home, walking all of the way about 3 miles on a very hot Australian summer afternoon after school. I loved that china set, and now it would be no more. My furniture, china, pots and pans –all were on the table for sale. I walked away knowing that I would never see them again.
That was so hard for me. I had collected the things for my home over the years, often saving for weeks to get an item I needed. Now all I had were some of my clothes and a few personal possessions, ornaments, and photograph albums I had taken when I left. This was a real test for me. I not only had to let go of my possessions but also my country and where I lived because, shortly after that, my new partner and I moved to New Zealand. I thought I was going for a four and a half month visit, but I became so successful as a magazine clairvoyant and a radio clairvoyant that I could not go back to Australia again. It was 8 years before I went back again.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, clairvoyant, detach, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, possessions, Spirit, test
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Friday, April 23rd, 2010
I knew that, if I sold the business, it would be the biggest shock to the people who worked there. However, we had not taken one cent in income since we left. Our taxation advisor had told us it was a liability, but when it came to other people’s lives and income, it was a hard thing to close the place down and move on. Finally though, I made the decision: it was to go up for sale. There was not only the center, but also a block of land next door which we had bought for expansion in the future. The land sold first and, shortly after, the center building sold as well. I was very lucky in that we made a profit on the two properties although we had put in an enormous amount of money over the years (it had been started in 2003). We still made a decent profit. The staff was informed, and their future (which until then had seemed set in cement) was very much up in the air.
However, just by making the decision to sell, I actually passed a test because, as I stated earlier, Librans hate to make decisions of any kind. Our energy – Alan and I – had been spent always with one eye on the Australian premises. We realized as we sold the land and then the property that we had more energy to use here in the USA. The business had seemed like a tie in another place. Then all of a sudden, it was no more and we were free. The feeling was one of elation, I have to be honest. It opened up so much energy that we were able to move into a completely new direction with Maitreya. I know we could not have done that before. Those whom I had been worried about – those working in the center – found other places to go. It was not easy, but they learned about leaving the comfort zone behind and began learning some lessons of their own.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, comfort zone, decisions, energy, lessons, libra, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, test
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Friday, November 20th, 2009
So where do I come in on this? Well, I am also one of those with the fear of new technology. I have very little left brain function and so find computers and electronics so difficult to operate and understand. However, I know the power of Spirit help because in the early days of my spiritual work when married to my first husband, I decided to buy an answering machine. I was terrified of buying it and installing it and asked my then-husband to assist me with it. He turned me down. As I stood in the store looking at the machine I had bought, suddenly I felt as if the whole electronic insides was downloaded into my brain. I went home and installed the machine with no problems at all. I could not believe it.
At the time of writing, I am considering becoming a US citizen. The only thing is, there are 100 questions in the test and they usually ask you ten of those questions. I do not have a good retention of data, mainly because I live and work in the now. However, Alan said to me that, after the issue with the answer machine, would I not believe Spirit will help me when it comes to citizenship? However, I am willing to give it a try, and usually after trying, am glad I did.
Just as I was writing this blog, I had a problem with my computer, the person who helps me with the computer was at work, but he telephoned me and, over the phone, told me what to do. I did it and fixed it. I felt so empowered! My second husband had me in terrible fear of computers. I allowed it, of course, because of my fear of electronics. Thankfully, I have conquered that fear now, and it is a great feeling to know I have.
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Tags: answering machine, citizen, computers, electronics, fear, left brain, Maitreya, Spirit, technology, test
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Friday, November 6th, 2009
I must rephrase the last statement in this blog. I actually chose, because of Alan not being comfortable with the situation, not to stew on it. He did not stop me, I allowed myself to be stopped by my Self. For me, Maitreya had spent years telling me that, if I did not complain quietly and clearly, how would people know there was a problem? How could things be changed? Alan said things would not be changed, but at least if I wrote or spoke and addressed myself, I would release the energy of frustration which tended to explode inside of me if I did not release it. Far better to speak my truth or write it than have that happen.
In MY truth, I believe things can be changed. I have to learn to go with my own feelings, not be frightened or concerned about others truth. I knew as always that Maitreya was correct. He has never been wrong, and so I have made a decision: no more Leo Moon explosions. It is a waste of energy and also very exhausting to go through.
The day after I wrote the letter, suddenly everything fell into place in the kitchen. Everything seemed to come together, and I was able to see the kitchen in its full glory. As I write, the final touches are being put into place by those who know what they are doing. By the evening of writing this blog I should have a kitchen sink and water to wash the dishes. I am sure that in the future I will find myself renovating a kitchen again, and I am sure I will be severely tested again. However, I have the solution now and will no longer allow the Leo Moon to react the way it did. I have to now try and teach this to others. As for Alan, well, he said to me the other day that perhaps he should complain, and I feel he is starting to soften on that subject. One thing I can say, it is far less stressful writing a letter/email – or speaking quietly and clearly one’s truth – than bottling the energy up inside and not releasing it. So much better!
Tags: complain, energy, explode, frustration, kitchen, Leo, Maitreya, Moon, release, Self, test, truth
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