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Posts Tagged ‘Spirit’
Sunday, September 5th, 2010
It was only after the baby – a little girl – was born and I was in the hospital all alone that I began to become aware of my actions, what I had done, and how obsessive I had been. Whether it was Spirit or just my awareness that I created it I do not know, but I became aware of my need for affection and love. I looked back over the 5 years of being with Pete and came to the realization that I was the one who had pursued the whole affair. He was too weak to fight me or too frightened. I could not blame the baby and what happened to him; it was all my doing. I could have had an abortion, but no, I was going to make him suffer or want to be with me again. The moment I became aware of my own folly and of what I had done I was mortified. I felt ashamed, guilty, and after the adoption had taken place, I wrote him a long letter telling him I did not blame him. He wrote back and said he had to get married. Cathy, his girlfriend, was pregnant and basically he was, in a way, asking me to go back with him.
Of course, I didn’t. A year later I married the man who was in the army, but this time my relationship was different. When we were courting before we married, I did not allow myself to become obsessed with him. We wrote to each other for some time before we got married as he was overseas. I had grown enormously, and my life was different because of that growth. I was no longer desperate for love, but I was witnessing people around me who were. I could recognize their issues because of what I had gone through myself. Forty years later I was again looking at the same syndrome with the beautiful young woman sitting before me.
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Tags: affection, Alan McElroy, ashamed, awareness, baby, growth, guilty, love, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, married, obsessive, pregnant, relationship, Spirit
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Tuesday, August 31st, 2010
I cannot imagine the chaos if every government in the world said, “Speak your own truth.” In the world of Spirit, one does exactly that: speak one’s own truth. One cannot lie. But there is never anything negative spoken because there are no spoken words. All communication is done via thought and on a different level altogether from the earth plane. We have no emotional body when we die, nor is there a Self. It is the Self that creates the drama in conversations and which causes all of the problems. It is only after many years of being a drama queen, finally moving away from it, and seeing it as a waste of energy, that I can see how dramatic I was and how the Self manipulated that drama, even to the fact of telling lies to get its own way.
To be honest, I have difficulty imagining a world where there is no Self, or drama, or emotional body. I told Maitreya once that it must be very boring and dull, and he laughed at me. He told me that it is far from that and that one day I will see for myself. I am really looking forward to that day! Maitreya told me that one cannot lie after one has passed over, and that many of those who pass over find it very difficult to be stripped of that ability. It is only then that they can truly see themselves as they are without the outer layers of emotions that contribute to our life on the earth plane.
I know without a doubt that there is a ruling force, whether you call it God or something else. How else can I know what I know when I do readings? I go to the very core of the person and reveal things to the people I see that I could never have known. One woman told me that I knew her better than she knew herself! A man told me that he was skeptical of intuitive readings until he had his reading. He did not know what to do after having it.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, communication, God, intuitive, lie, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, readings, speak, Spirit, thought, truth
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2010
It also amazes me how many people are in a job they hate, yet rather than open a new door they continue on in the job they are in and eventually have health problems because they are not at ease in their career. Rather than open a door to begin to study a new career if they have not done so already (and most have not), they plod along until eventually they create dis-ease, then full blown disease within themselves. I have actually seen people die because they would not make the changes they were capable of, all due to fear.
I am finally living my life’s purpose. I must say also that you are never too old to change. I had a 67-year old friend who had always wanted to do healing. Her astrological chart showed this was her true destiny. She had been a mother and grandmother but never worked. One day she came to classes I was teaching and learned how to heal. She found that she had (as I felt) a natural talent for healing and began using it part time. It gave her so much happiness to do this, and I know it kept her young and healthy. She is now almost 90 and still healing. I know she will make it to 100 and still be healing.
Are you unhappy in your career or job? Are you doing what you came here to do? You do not have to give up your job or career to open a new door. This can be done casually or part time in study and in working it (before one builds up a clientele) and then give up the old work one is doing. In closing, I wish to say that Maitreya, my teacher, taught me the fact that happiness is ours to create. Spirit does not do this for us – we do it. When we find our life purpose, we find our passion, and then one is truly happy. So many people never find their passion or their life destiny, and it is such a shame because they bring themselves around for another incarnation just as I did. I am so glad I found what mine is and that I am fulfilling it. Not only that, but I am truly happy in what I do. So many people tell me that I work so hard, but I do not feel that I do. It is not work for me; it is my true destiny and passion.
Tags: Alan McElroy, astrological, career, change, chart, create, destiny, dis-ease, disease, fear, happiness, happy, healing, health, incarnation, job, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, passion, problems, purpose, Spirit, talent
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Thursday, August 19th, 2010
I had no idea who I would become as I was growing up. I had no confidence in myself (which was one of the traits of the person I had been in that past life). I lied profusely in my teens which, I discovered, was another trait of hers I had brought back with me. Thankfully, at the age of 16 I was caught-out in my lying, and it was the last time I did it, but I had brought it with me from that past life. My weight was another carry through, but I knew it was because of carrying the energy which I needed to work with Maitreya, so I could not change that. I had been a Leo in that life and, as such, was very dramatic and emotional over everything. In this life I chose to have my Leo energy with my Moon sign which makes me even more aware of the emotional body – far more than the Sun in Leo. I had also chosen to become emotionally detached in this life – very hard to do when one has been an Oscar winning performer in a past life!
As I read about this woman, it was as if I became her – personality-wise. I could see in my own life her past-life traits. Her reluctance to do the metaphysical work mirrored my own reluctance to do it, and also the fact that I ran away from it despite it being put in front of me for 14 years. In that past life I was supposed to have gone out into the public arena and done what I have done in this life, but I was just happy in that life to write books and have small soiree’s in my lounge room for people who wanted to be in the energy and watch and learn the magic tricks I had learned which they thought were manifestations from Spirit! The more I read the more I squirmed. I was living my life exactly the way I had done in that past life, although with different circumstances. I knew I had to change and I have changed over the last 18 years since Maitreya came into my life.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, change, confidence, energy, Leo, lying, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysical, Moon, past life, reluctance, Spirit, sun
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Thursday, August 5th, 2010
Today the majority of children know about guides and the spirit world. If they can see it or touch it intuitively, the more the better. In our new premises we will be holding children’s classes to further develop any intuition they have. I was meditating this morning and, in my meditation I saw a group of many children eagerly being taught about these gifts, so I feel it is time to change the energy of the past and develop these children to understand the forces they have but perhaps not understand. My own grandson – the 6 year old who has amazing healing energy – is actually very like me in body type and makeup, so it should not be too hard to teach him. The most important thing to teach these children is the fact that it is a gift which everyone has and second, the fact that they should not be in fear of it, because I was so very much in fear!
My 11 year old granddaughter loves tumblestones and crystals. Many years ago in Australia I had a market stall, and the children would love to come along and put their hands through the stones we sold at the market, often buying them because they had a “feeling” about them. So many children today are healers. Many children do not even know they carry the healing energy inside of them, yet family members will often say they feel so much better when Johnny touches them etc., Maitreya has told me that, in the future, we will be paying more and more attention to natural healing and more people will be wanting to use more natural forms of healing. How wonderful to have a child who can place their hands on you and lift out pain! Yet I truly believe this is what will happen in the future as we become more aware of what the drugs we take are doing to us.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, children, crystals, energy, fear, gift, granddaughter, grandson, Guides, healing, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, meditation, past, Spirit
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Wednesday, July 28th, 2010
I was so serious I must have seemed so straight-laced to Alan in the beginning. I did laugh, of course, but it was few and far between. My ex-husband had tried to make me laugh at times, but even he was not really a laughing person. But every now and again something funny would pop out of his mouth. My teacher, Maitreya, told me that, in the world of Spirit where we go after we die, they are constantly laughing, and many souls who pass over after death cannot share this laughter for quite some time after they pass because they are just not used to it. They have to gradually come into the presence of that world and then rest and recover for some time in Spirit before they go back to the way they were before their incarnation.
Over the years of working with Maitreya, quite often he has had a better humor than me. Recently in a channeling where he was working through me, he claimed the Fifth Amendment which made everyone laugh when he did not want to talk about something! I am now learning to laugh more and to be more humorous. He told me that he would help me on that Independence Day a few weeks ago, and someone even said they could see him with me (you can always tell he is there because my eyes change). I must say it was a really humorous day and one I will not forget for a long time. I have heard of people who are sick, watching funny DVD’s and TV shows because the doctors who treat them believe in the fact that laughter can heal. I do know one thing: everyone left in an up-mood that day, and one or two of them are still talking about the fun we had and the laughter we shared on the day. If you are a serious person, try not to be. Laugh as much as you can. it will really change your life and make for a much better person.
Tags: Alan McElroy, Fifth Amendment, fun, funny, heal, humor, Independence Day, laugh, laughter, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, serious, Spirit
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2010
I had been doing readings for many years and in each reading I was able to tell people about themselves – information I did not know or could not have known. I knew the source of the readings – my friends in the Spirit world (but ultimately from the Source, or God) – but really never paid any attention to it. I never connected my own life with my work. But then I had an “Aha” moment when the two connected. I was talking to a friend who asked me a question relating to what I felt about something she was working with and I told her a lie. I said I supported what she did, but in actual fact I did not. To be honest, I said what I did because I did not want to upset her, and it was so easy to say “Yes.” I did not realize she would get together with another friend who knew how I really felt and who would tell her the opposite of what I had said to her.
Irately she came around to my home, wanting to know why I had said what I did if I did not support her. To be honest, since saying it the words had not sat comfortably in my body. I found myself restless, constantly thinking of positive things I could say relating to what she did, but I could not do so. Being confronted was intimidating. Not only that, I had not been true to myself. I had actually lied and I was not happy with myself for doing so! I lost a friend that day. Why had I not been true to myself? I spoke to my teacher, Maitreya, about this and he told me that 98% of the people on the earth plane do this. They do it out of the fear of hurting people, of getting caught up in something which would be too much to handle and, to be honest, in the hope that once an answer was given the person would leave and life would go on.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, God, lie, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, reading, Source, Spirit, true
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