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Posts Tagged ‘Self’
Monday, August 2nd, 2010
As an astrologer, I know why things happen. I can always see it in the chart, and especially if a person is destined to lose their home or to move around a lot. I just wish others could understand it. When I finally did see why, it was the most amazing “Aha” moment I have ever had. I chose to have the Cancer Mid-heaven (or MC as many call it) so that it would cure me of my need to settle down, to put down roots and not move again. It is my destiny to be loose and fancy free –to not have a permanent home – and it was the one thing my Self yearned for, making every home I had into a virtual castle! Some people are meant to be in one place all of their lives and they never move. It is what they have come to do, but for others like me, it is not meant to be. We have a bigger picture, a bigger job to do, and we cannot be stuck in one place. We need to be free to do it.
I have a number of Cancer friends and they do not adapt to change very well at all. I am hoping, though, that now I have well and truly learned the lesson of hanging on. When someone was talking to me about New York, I found myself actually looking forward to the experience of moving, whether temporary for a few weeks or more permanently for a few months. I do know, but I do not know why I will not be living there permanently. I actually lived there in a past life and deep inside of me have a fond memory of a brownstone building with steps leading up to it. I am ready whenever the Universe creates that opportunity and, unlike the past, will move with no hesitation. I think I will anyway. We will have to wait and see what does happen and how it is received. LOL!
Tags: Alan McElroy, astrologer, cancer, change, chart, destiny, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, mid heaven, opportunity, past life, Self, Universe
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Monday, July 26th, 2010
We spend so much time living in the past – living with regrets for things we did when we did not know any better at the time. Once we do know, we can change, and change is usually very positive. But each soul has their own time for change. We cannot progress forward unless we can understand why we do things. More than anything, we need to let go of any judgment against ourselves. We are not perfect; we cannot be because we have a Self constantly hounding us with negative questions and answers. However, if we are truly honest with ourselves and God, we are truly being who we should be, not what people want us to become.
I am not afraid any more to speak my truth; it is as simple as that. I often watch people as Alan often speaks my truth for me. It is as if I am not there in the room. Often they cannot believe we are being so honest. It is the same with many different subjects, especially about sex. Alan and I have no inhibitions in talking about anything to do with sex. Ninety-five percent of the population is terrified of speaking about it. It is really interesting to watch people’s reactions as we begin speaking our truth about that subject. However, to be able to speak my truth quietly and clearly has brought a peace inside of me which I cannot describe.
Maitreya has said that we all need to speak our own truth, but how many of us do? Not only do I have peace inside of myself, I have more energy in my daily life and for the things I need to manifest. I am not bogged down with unspoken words I should have said, but never did. The next time someone asks you a question to which you need to give an answer, speak your truth. Yes! Speak your truth – do not hold back. With Love in your heart, say what you truly mean and would like to say, not what they want you to say or expect you to say. You will then be true to yourself. Not only that, you will be true to God, whatever you deem that energy to be!
Tags: Alan McElroy, answer, God, judgment, love, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, negative, past, peace, perfect, progress, question, regrets, Self, sex, soul, speak, truth
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Saturday, July 17th, 2010
I teach a six-day Masters course and will be doing one in April, 2011. Each day for six days I channel Maitreya, and these days taking his energy is huge and really takes a toll on me physically. The cost for accommodation, meals, and the course is not what I consider expensive – not for what one gets, which is the energy of a Master and a wealth of knowledge on metaphysics. Those who have studied with him in the past are now working around the world teaching and assisting others to move forward spiritually. It is not a course to be taken lightly. Maitreya has told me that, if one has faith, then the money for study with him will come. We deliberately booked this course next year so that people could save for it, yet still I know that people are hesitating to do it. They want to raise their vibration but hesitate when the opportunity to do so is put in front of them.
Of course, the Self has a lot to do with this – bringing in fear of all kinds – but for those who do it, it will be the best thing they could do for themselves in their life. It is the same with readings, etc. Every reading a person has with a reputable reader – and I stress the word, “reputable” – can not only answer the questions which worry and concern you, but also assist your health by taking away the worry and the stress which is there. The same with a past-life session or a healing, but for some reason the ones who seek this kind of service balk at having to pay for it. How do we pay our accounts, put food on our tables, and buy the necessities we need if we do not have a fee for our service? I do a lot of work for free because I cannot say “No” to someone who I know needs it. I have done this for a long time now. I also give people the opportunity to contact me if they have a question after their reading. However, people still hesitate. Why is it they can pay a professional person for their services, but hesitate at ours?
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Tags: Alan McElroy, channel, faith, fear, healing, health, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Masters course, metaphysics, money, past life, readings, Self, stress, vibration, worry
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010
I kept blaming other things for it, and why would I not? I had done these things, had I not? Many accidents happened while ice skating, others in athletics, others doing work in a gym. However, I had never looked at why my Self was doing this to my knee.
I had read Louise Hay’s book “You Can Heal Your Life” I was a metaphysical teacher & reader – even a medical intuitive – but as is usually the case I could not “read” myself. We finally had a medical intuitive begin work at our center and, whether it was her energy or the fact that I was no longer “close to the bone” of being a medical intuitive myself. For the first time I was able to spend time thinking of me. I had bought the book (mentioned earlier in this blog) written by Inna Segal (an Australian) a few years ago in Singapore intending to read it, but I had not done so. One day I found myself picking it up, reading it, and finally finding the answer to my knee issue. It was an “aha” moment for me. I finally took responsibility for the knee myself, and stopped blaming other things for it. Amazingly, the knee began to heal – albeit slowly, a little at a time – but I could see progress. I was taking vitamins and joint tablets which were not harmful to my body (not drugs) and still using my pain cream, but I could see an improvement. I do not know what the future holds with the knee, but I do know that I am going to try as hard as I can to heal it completely. I am using my cane less and less. The magnetic mattress topper I bought has been an incredible help to me along with the pillow which also has magnets in it. Today I actually left my cane in the bedroom and walked to my office not even missing it! I intend to keep on that way. As for the TV show, bring it on! I am going to love doing it and have no fear of doing it.
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Tags: accidents, Alan McElroy, athletics, cane, fear, gym, heal, ice skating, knee, magnetic. TV show, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, medical intuitive, metaphysical, progress, reader, responsibility, Self, teacher
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Tuesday, July 13th, 2010
I did not realize what I was doing, of course. I had sort of retired and I know my Self did not want to go back to work. It was enjoying the time it had to do creative work and spend time doing other things beside metaphysics. It was doing a few classes and a few readings and was happy. After many years of working so hard (at one stage I was doing 40 readings a week, traveling, a radio show, magazine and newspaper columns, and a couple of past lives), it was wonderful to rest and not have so much to do. Then the subject of becoming public raised its head. At this time I was also doing our radio show which we began in 2005, but that (as far as I was concerned) was again behind the scenes and not being seen in the public arena.
My knee problem began when I hired a personal trainer in 2007 and my already-weak knee was subjected to punishing exercise routines which it did not like. My Self conveniently tore a tendon which stopped all form of exercise. From then on, the knee got worse, and all the travel we did at that time did not help. It was a slow decline, but one which was painful at times and, as time passed, became more so – to the extent that I began using a cane and started using a handicapped placard when we parked the car so I could be nearer to the door of the shops I visited. I was so busy with my life that I could not see what I was doing to myself. I was offered the opportunity to see a doctor who specialized in knee surgery but declined because I just could not envisage myself having surgery. By now I had discovered natural creams (which helped with the aches and pains the problem created) along with a magnetic mattress and magnetic healing tools which really helped me enormously. However, as we got closer to doing our TV show, the pain got worse.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, classes, doctor, knee, magnet, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysics, public, radio show, readings, Self, TV show, work
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Sunday, July 4th, 2010
So what of Alan? Well they (those in Spirit) did save the best for last. I do have a wonderful husband – that is, of course (LOL), until we have a few words, and then my Self persuades me I do not! However, he has come to the earth plane to help me with the work I have to do. Do we have a “romantic” marriage? We have a close and warm relationship 99% of the time. I think it is good because very few married people have a relationship which is 100% perfect. I could not wish for a better partner. He is kind, helpful, generous, understanding, and more than anything, he can live with me because I am not the easiest of people to live with. Alan never had the illusion of a relationship. He is a man; he cannot experience that. However, we are great companions, friends, and yes, lovers. I feel complete with him 99% of the time. But there is that 1% which the Self really makes a great deal of.
I have actually thought of writing a few fairy-tale books myself, but with a different outcome – perhaps funny books which, through humor, will make people see the illusion of the fairy tale world. The only drawback is that I do not have the time to write them. Alan told me when he came into my life that he would be the last man who came into my life, and I believe what he said. However, there is no illusion, no expectation.
For those of you in fairy-tale land; who still want to believe in that, good on you – do not change. One day though, perhaps in this illusion, the bubble will burst and you will have an “aha” moment. I do hope you do and, if you wear glasses you may not need them anymore, for the metaphysical reason for eye problems and wearing glasses is not wanting to see things in your life. Alan still wears glasses, but all of a sudden his left eye does not want to take the contact lens he wears each day. I watch him struggling to put it in and I do wonder if it is trying to tell him he does not need eye support any more. Perhaps one day we will find out!
Tags: Alan McElroy, companion, fairy tale, friend, husband, illusion. relationship, lover, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysical, romantic, Self, Spirit
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Saturday, June 26th, 2010
Japan was another country I really enjoyed, despite being so busy with people and not being able to understand the language. I am very proud of my 11-year old granddaughter in Australia as she is learning Japanese and speaks what she has learnt fluently. In fact, this month she is going on a school trip for two weeks to Japan. She will stay for one night with a Japanese family so she can experience family life in Japan. Surprisingly to me, they do not speak much English in Japan. Most of our stay during the three times we visited was spent inside the hotel room and trying to get the staff to understand what we needed.
On a few occasions we did get to have a trip out into the country. It was awesome to see the rice paddies and how every inch of land is used for growing vegetables, rice, and essential items of food. I was even privileged to try on a Kimono while I was there. Although it was small, I could imagine myself wearing one, and it was a real experience to try it on. Surprisingly, it was quite heavy.
Australia was my home for 18 years and then for another 4 years after I returned from New Zealand. When I told people I was becoming a US citizen, they asked me why I would want to leave a beautiful country like Australia to live in the USA. I married Alan, that is why, and it is now where my happiness is – with him. Eighty-five percent of the time we are happy. There are, of course, times when we do not agree on things, and boy, does my Self let me know about that. But I am happy because he loves me as much as I love him – whatever love is. I say that because nobody can define love. Everyone has a different explanation for love. I do feel absolutely wonderful when I am with him though, so maybe that is it.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, Australia, citizen, English, Japan, Japanese, Kimono, love, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, New Zealand, Self, USA
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