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Posts Tagged ‘release’
Monday, March 15th, 2010
Today, in my life, I find myself very isolated because I just cannot be around people who are tense, stressed, in fear, or other such emotions. Although I can detach, I take on their issues into my own body. Maitreya has told me that my job is to be a negative clearinghouse. He also said that, if I do not do it, then people cannot release it. Just as I used to cry for people and still do, I now take on their conditions emotionally at the same time.
I recently had to work with someone who had a lot of fear, stress, and insecurity about there own talents. I found it so very hard to do and, at the end of the day, would go back to where we were staying and often cry and release all of the stuff I had picked up. Ironically there was one day the person was not there, and that day was like a breath of fresh air – a totally different experience. This person has an amazing talent, but has not yet released feelings that they have inside. I know those feelings are stopping them from moving forward, but until they are ready to do so, I cannot help them.
The person who asked me the original question also asked me how I am able to go to a casino and be there for a few hours without it affecting me, with my being so sensitive. It is very simple to answer. Everyone at the casino is occupied. If they do have worries, they are not thinking about them, and everyone is having fun. I do take on some conditions and can come home and cry, but it is very rare that happens. Also, the casinos I go to are not seedy places, but very bright places with water features –Feng Shui-wise – to help allay negative conditions.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, clearinghouse, fear, insecurity, isolated, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, negative, release, sensitive, stress, tense
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Friday, March 12th, 2010
Maitreya told me that, the more I raised my vibration (in other words the more I released the fear, doubt, worry, concerns, old programming – most of it put there by family and life experiences – from within me) the more sensitive I would become. At that time I could not imagine it being any worse, but it did become worse – but not in an unpleasant way. He taught me to detach emotionally, which is something I had not been able to do in many incarnations. He told me that fear stopped detachment and that, once we release the fear, we can then detach and look in as a spectator. I found this an amazing experience to go through, to be able to look into a situation without getting emotionally involved. I was, of course, still releasing people’s emotions through crying on a regular basis, but when I was confronted with an emotional situation myself, I found that I was able to detach emotionally and look into the situation and see it was not as frightening as it had originally seemed.
As the years passed I did this more and more. My biggest moment of awareness of this was when I did the UN channeling in New York in 1999. This was, in effect, my last big issue and being able to detach certainly enabled me to do it. I could not have done it without being as detached as I was. I had to detach. The group I was speaking to had invited guests in the past such as Marianne Williamson, Kryon, and other such well-known metaphysical people. I was an unknown from New Zealand at that time. It was terrifying for me at the time, but being detached helped me do it. It was another milestone in raising my vibration and, once again, I became more intuitive and more sensitive.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, channeling, concerns, detach, doubt, fear, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, old programming, release, UN, vibration, worry
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Wednesday, March 10th, 2010
I have said before that I cannot believe how much negative and old, stale energy I had inside of me, never mind the fear. I honestly believe that, had I not had Maitreya to help me with this, I would have never have released it. As time passed though, and I became more confident of my abilities, I then began to realize I was becoming more sensitive. There is no actual timing I can remember, but it was just a growing awareness along the way. I think it was when I began to do readings in which I could connect with a soul on the other side who was communicating. It was as if I became them, with all of their prior earth-bound conditions, or when I looked at a photograph of a person and became that person and was able to describe them to family and friends with all of their personality traits and energy.
I became incredibly empathic and it got to the point eventually where I could do it on radio without seeing the person; I just had to tune into their energy to know them intimately. My first radio experience of this was in 1993, so I suppose from 1985 – 1993 it was 8 years before I really began to become extremely sensitive and empathic. The person who asked me about raising the vibration asked me if this experience frightened me, and to be honest it did. I would be so amazed at what came out of my mouth when I was giving a reading. People walked away in awe and shock and, at the end of the reading, I would be the same. I also found that if clients could not release emotion, I would release it for them. It was nothing for me to break down and cry in the middle of a reading, because the client could not release the emotion. I was already doing it for husband number two because he could not release, then it transferred itself to my clients also.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, awareness, emotion, empathic, energy, fear, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, negative, reading, readings, release, sensitive, soul, vibration
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Friday, February 12th, 2010
I was quick to assure the person who asked about the suffering that, yes, there is suffering if you want to call it that, but I also have lots of fun in my life. Life for me is not all suffering. The so-called “suffering” is only when I have gone through a healing crisis or a raise in vibration. In the beginning they were one after another. I would have perhaps three to four a year – even more if I had past-life sessions which also helped release the old energy. In between those experiences though was a normal life. Always after an experience I would find myself becoming so much more intuitive and sensitive. I liked to think also that I was letting go of old energy which had been stopping me from moving forward and stopping me from leaving the earth plane forever and not coming back. For that is the purpose of our life, to conquer all of the energy from past-life suppression and this life also. As Alan says so often when he is going through a release; “Better out than in.”
That is it in a nutshell. How wonderful to have it out and not inside rotting away because basically that is what old energy is, rotten old energy! Once it is removed one can see and feel a lot better, and of course there is the higher rate of vibration and intuition. If that energy stays inside it can cause dis-ease which eventually becomes physical disease. It begins in the etheric body in the chakra system and if not released latches on to the physical glandular system, which then creates illness or as I said dis-ease which then becomes disease. I find it quite funny that, when I get something eating away at me, it manifests as athlete’s foot, or tinea. The itching is terrible along with the smell from the dis-ease. Once I search for the reason as to what is eating away and address it with an affirmation and clearing session, it disappears.
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Tags: affirmation, Alan McElroy, chakra system, clearing, dis-ease, disease, energy, etheric body, fun, glandular system, healing crisis, intuition, intuitive, life, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, past life, past lives, purpose, release, sensitive, suffering, vibration
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Friday, November 6th, 2009
I must rephrase the last statement in this blog. I actually chose, because of Alan not being comfortable with the situation, not to stew on it. He did not stop me, I allowed myself to be stopped by my Self. For me, Maitreya had spent years telling me that, if I did not complain quietly and clearly, how would people know there was a problem? How could things be changed? Alan said things would not be changed, but at least if I wrote or spoke and addressed myself, I would release the energy of frustration which tended to explode inside of me if I did not release it. Far better to speak my truth or write it than have that happen.
In MY truth, I believe things can be changed. I have to learn to go with my own feelings, not be frightened or concerned about others truth. I knew as always that Maitreya was correct. He has never been wrong, and so I have made a decision: no more Leo Moon explosions. It is a waste of energy and also very exhausting to go through.
The day after I wrote the letter, suddenly everything fell into place in the kitchen. Everything seemed to come together, and I was able to see the kitchen in its full glory. As I write, the final touches are being put into place by those who know what they are doing. By the evening of writing this blog I should have a kitchen sink and water to wash the dishes. I am sure that in the future I will find myself renovating a kitchen again, and I am sure I will be severely tested again. However, I have the solution now and will no longer allow the Leo Moon to react the way it did. I have to now try and teach this to others. As for Alan, well, he said to me the other day that perhaps he should complain, and I feel he is starting to soften on that subject. One thing I can say, it is far less stressful writing a letter/email – or speaking quietly and clearly one’s truth – than bottling the energy up inside and not releasing it. So much better!
Tags: complain, energy, explode, frustration, kitchen, Leo, Maitreya, Moon, release, Self, test, truth
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Sunday, April 12th, 2009
The planet Saturn is a very strong planet. Wherever Saturn is, you have your hardest lessons to learn. In my natal house, Saturn is in the 10th house of being in the public arena and also the house of power and using power. Saturn has said to me all of my life, “Not until you have learned and let go of all the old energy from the past will you fulfill your destiny the way you are meant to with Maitreya.” All my life Saturn had made me face all of the fears and issues I needed in order to release all the old energy. Now, until October 2010, it is in my 12th house of deep, subconscious energy. It went into my 12th house last September. Since then I have gone through one healing crisis after another, mainly letting go of the energy connected to Alan. But it also cut and destroyed the tentacles of the woman I had been and never released. I felt so incredibly energized.
On the Sunday after the Saturday release, I was a guest speaker at an event in Seattle. That morning I woke and felt different, totally different. I felt confident, alive, energetic, not that I had not before, but this time I felt an energy change. I also noticed I had dropped a dress size. On telling my friend this, she said she saw me losing more dress sizes as I no longer needed the water to connect with Maitreya. The last block had been removed, and he later confirmed that the block had been removed. I thanked God for the knowledge of past lives and being able to find the answers to issues such as what I had gone through. My only wish is that others could do what I have done. But I also know that, unless they are ready vibrationally, they will not do so.
The day after my speaking engagement was Monday. We were very tired from the previous day and chose to sleep in for an hour. I woke to the bed shaking as they once again pounded the pylons of the bridge trying to loosen them. However, this time there was no clenching of teeth, no breathing problems, and no emotional feeling. In fact the hammering away and shaking of the house did not bother me at all. Of course, why should it? It had done what it needed to do!
Tags: 10th house, deep subconscious energy, God, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, past lives, release, Saturn, vibrationally
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