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Posts Tagged ‘Leo’
Thursday, August 19th, 2010
I had no idea who I would become as I was growing up. I had no confidence in myself (which was one of the traits of the person I had been in that past life). I lied profusely in my teens which, I discovered, was another trait of hers I had brought back with me. Thankfully, at the age of 16 I was caught-out in my lying, and it was the last time I did it, but I had brought it with me from that past life. My weight was another carry through, but I knew it was because of carrying the energy which I needed to work with Maitreya, so I could not change that. I had been a Leo in that life and, as such, was very dramatic and emotional over everything. In this life I chose to have my Leo energy with my Moon sign which makes me even more aware of the emotional body – far more than the Sun in Leo. I had also chosen to become emotionally detached in this life – very hard to do when one has been an Oscar winning performer in a past life!
As I read about this woman, it was as if I became her – personality-wise. I could see in my own life her past-life traits. Her reluctance to do the metaphysical work mirrored my own reluctance to do it, and also the fact that I ran away from it despite it being put in front of me for 14 years. In that past life I was supposed to have gone out into the public arena and done what I have done in this life, but I was just happy in that life to write books and have small soiree’s in my lounge room for people who wanted to be in the energy and watch and learn the magic tricks I had learned which they thought were manifestations from Spirit! The more I read the more I squirmed. I was living my life exactly the way I had done in that past life, although with different circumstances. I knew I had to change and I have changed over the last 18 years since Maitreya came into my life.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, change, confidence, energy, Leo, lying, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysical, Moon, past life, reluctance, Spirit, sun
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Thursday, May 27th, 2010
Most of the month of May I had my grandchildren from Australia staying with me, They and my son came for a 2-week stay, their mother having to work and stay in Australia. I see my grandchildren every few years, but have not seen them since October 2008. It amazed me how much they had grown, but also the way children are. I, of course, have not had to look after children for more than a day for over 23 years. Before he came, my son asked me if it would be alright to leave them with Alan and me while he went to a Ham radio convention in Ohio. My son is a mad-keen Ham radio operator and talks to people from all over the world on his Ham radio. How could we say no?
So he left for his convention and, while he was gone, we went the next day to a water park for a 3-day stay. My grandson is 7 this year, and his sister is 5. They play very well together and most of the time are good, but occasionally it is full-on arguing and fighting! My skills at arbitration are not the best, and so I found myself having to learn to speak quietly, clearly, and without raising my voice to try and help make peace when they tended towards fighting and arguing. I never realized that children had so much energy! It was full-on from 6am until 9pm. I was very lucky in that Spirit suggested that I take along a family friend – a young woman aged 24 – to help me look after them. It was the best thing I could have done. She was marvelous, and they loved her. However, it was a full-on experience and made worse by the fact that they are totally different from each other; one is a Gemini (the oldest), and the other, a girl, is a Leo.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, energy, Gemini, grandchildren, Ham radio, Leo, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Spirit
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Friday, November 6th, 2009
I must rephrase the last statement in this blog. I actually chose, because of Alan not being comfortable with the situation, not to stew on it. He did not stop me, I allowed myself to be stopped by my Self. For me, Maitreya had spent years telling me that, if I did not complain quietly and clearly, how would people know there was a problem? How could things be changed? Alan said things would not be changed, but at least if I wrote or spoke and addressed myself, I would release the energy of frustration which tended to explode inside of me if I did not release it. Far better to speak my truth or write it than have that happen.
In MY truth, I believe things can be changed. I have to learn to go with my own feelings, not be frightened or concerned about others truth. I knew as always that Maitreya was correct. He has never been wrong, and so I have made a decision: no more Leo Moon explosions. It is a waste of energy and also very exhausting to go through.
The day after I wrote the letter, suddenly everything fell into place in the kitchen. Everything seemed to come together, and I was able to see the kitchen in its full glory. As I write, the final touches are being put into place by those who know what they are doing. By the evening of writing this blog I should have a kitchen sink and water to wash the dishes. I am sure that in the future I will find myself renovating a kitchen again, and I am sure I will be severely tested again. However, I have the solution now and will no longer allow the Leo Moon to react the way it did. I have to now try and teach this to others. As for Alan, well, he said to me the other day that perhaps he should complain, and I feel he is starting to soften on that subject. One thing I can say, it is far less stressful writing a letter/email – or speaking quietly and clearly one’s truth – than bottling the energy up inside and not releasing it. So much better!
Tags: complain, energy, explode, frustration, kitchen, Leo, Maitreya, Moon, release, Self, test, truth
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Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
I realized that all I needed to do in the past was to speak my truth quietly and clearly, but I had not done so. I had kept all the frustration and anger at the situation inside of me and never really released it in the right way. Usually my family/husbands were the ones who felt the wrath of my Moon in Leo temper/anger. The whole kitchen situation was trying to teach me NOT to give it any energy and to find a way to deal with the frustration and anger without exploding – which is what my Leo Moon did every time. It had taken years to learn this lesson, however I did not learn that lesson until now.
After sending the letter it was as if a peace came over me. Why did I not do that before? Each time there had been problems in the past I had swallowed them and not complained to anyone when I should have done so. I was frightened of upsetting people and of them being upset with me. What a waste of energy having that fear! It was the way my soul had dealt with the situation over and over, and finally I got over the fear. It was not about the kitchen. The kitchen was just a prop to enable me to learn the lesson about expressing myself quietly and clearly.
For a short while I felt stupid, why did I not see this before? I could not see it because the Self was there. My Self loves the drama of every situation. It is the Leo Moon part of me. I have said before that I am capable of the most Oscar-winning performance and yet could have dealt with the situation so much easier had I just written my letter of complaint with truth and conviction, but no anger.
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Tags: anger, complain, energy, frustration, Leo, lesson, Maitreya, Moon, peace, problem, Self, temper, truth
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Monday, November 2nd, 2009
In 2000 we bought another house, and once again the kitchen was changed, this time to accommodate a dishwasher and new countertops. I was able to enjoy that kitchen for a while, but we also had a new kitchenette installed downstairs in the house and, of course, we had many problems installing that one. As usual my Leo Moon showed its true energy and roared as loud as it could at the problems we encountered. After that there was a period of quiet. Everything was peaceful, and for a few years I was able to enjoy the two kitchens, my own and the one downstairs which enabled friends to stay and be self contained.
My husband and I had also purchased a house which we turned into a business. The house itself was in bad need of repair work. This was not the kitchen, of course, but the whole house. After much hard work and help from two friends it was finished, and we opened for business. I was told by my friends in Spirit not to be involved in the work at the business so I was spared my Leo Moon dramatics.
Again for a few years everything was fine and then I left my marriage and moved to the USA. Once again I had to cope with rented apartments until we purchased our own home, and although the kitchen was remodeled, the rest of the house was changed which involved a lot of work and of course my Leo Moon came out at times and roared. I did have moments of quiet though. I was learning! No sooner was that house finished (remodeling wise), we chose to move to a larger home. This home was beautiful. The only problem was that the kitchen was very old. It looked old, and I told myself one day I would have it remodeled. A few months ago, that became a reality!
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Tags: energy, kitchen, learning, Leo, Maitreya, Moon, peace, problem, quiet, remodel, Spirit
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