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Posts Tagged ‘Higher Self’
Saturday, June 12th, 2010
Until Maitreya came into my life, I very rarely followed my feelings mainly because I did not trust myself. However, through his teaching I was able to learn to recognize the difference between what is an intuitive feeling and what is fear. When the Higher Self is speaking to you there is no fear; only the Self has fear! It took a long time for me to understand this – many years in fact – but the more I learned to trust those feelings the better my life became. The more I trusted, the more “knowing” I had about everything around me.
My only drawback was romantic partners who would not listen to what I had to say. My first husband had difficulty following what I was “told” – or felt. My second husband listened, but would not put it into being. For instance, I began to channel an energy who, on this earth plane, had been known as Nikola Tesla. When on the earth plane, this energy had been an amazing inventor and, as I call it, an electrical mastermind. My then-husband was also an electrical engineer and looked so much like Tesla that it was uncanny. Tesla told me he wished to work with my ex and to channel formulas and ideas to help humanity. We created a large garage with every kind of tool you could think of to help in this work. We were ready to go ahead with the work when my ex decided he wanted out. We never used the garage or the tools, and many of them stayed with the property when it was sold. We moved back to Australia a short time later, and Tesla never got to do his work from the other side.
One can have the knowing and feeling, but if one does not believe in oneself or is in fear of doing what is asked, then it will never be done; the feelings are useless. I could cringe at the number of times I had my feelings about things and never put it into being. In the beginning fear stopped me, yet once I learned to let go of the fear and believe in what I was being given, it worked so well that I could not believe how smooth it was.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, believe, channel, fear, feeling, Higher Self, husband, intuitive, knowing, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Self, teaching, Tesla
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Monday, June 7th, 2010
I know my life will never be free of decision making. After all, I am a Libran, and one trait that Librans have is their inability to make decisions. In the past (as I have said many times), my decision making was filled with emotion and tension – not to say an Oscar winning performance each time. Now it is almost an effort to react to making a decision. I often cannot be bothered for a start but, if I do, I move into the Higher Self and am not swayed by emotion any more. The Higher Self enables me to see the way it is meant to be without fear or other emotions. I also know that these people who I have to make decisions about (or the decisions themselves) are part of my growth and learning. It is helping me whether I believe it or not.
I no longer have fear or can be swayed by fear, which is what that young person at the beginning of this post expected me to do. Maybe he came into my life as a test – to test me to see if I would go into fear. I did not. Astrologically, that day in my transits it stated that I would be defending someone whom I held in high regard, so it was all meant to be anyway. However, the choice I made could have gone two ways, one to the young person, the other to the other person. I know I made the right decision. How do I know? It felt right and I felt at peace after I had made the decision.
If you make a decision and it haunts you after you have made it, it is probably not the right decision. We are all going to ask of ourselves, “What do I do?” at some point in our lives. The next time you ask yourself this, try to look at the issue without emotion – without fear, doubt, and other emotions. You will be amazed at how much better the decision is.
Tags: Alan McElroy, decision, doubt, emotion, fear, growth, Higher Self, learning, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, peace, tension
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Saturday, June 5th, 2010
Alan tried an experiment a few years ago. He told the Self that it was going to be better off with the new adventures the Higher Self was creating for the future. The Self was in so much fear that it could not even see that, and it still does not want to see it years later. Thankfully, Alan has moved more into his Higher Self now, and the Self no longer rules him. But it is the truth: always one is better off with what the Higher Self brings to the table. However, we cannot see that and often take the longer path because we are so afraid of new adventures and of new experiences.
My experience with that young person brought home to me just how fear can override our destiny. I do not know how their exit from my life will play itself out, but I do know that it may not be easy for them. But then, for some reason we always seem to choose the hard road. I did and am not ashamed to say so. Someone mentioned the other day how hard my life has been compared to theirs, and I told them that it did not seem hard! At times it seemed as if I was walking through a mine field, but most of the time it was such a learning experience. It was my passion also; how could it be a hard time? I had so much fear though in the early days of my work – fear, and lack of confidence which I covered over with bravado and pretending that I was confident. I did that very well. Nobody ever knew that I was shaking in my shoes and terrified all at the same time.
A past student wrote me this week about their fear and how their Self is beating them up about the work they are doing. I wrote and said, “Just do it. Tell the Self to clear off. Face that fear for, if you do not, you will never move forward.”
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Tags: Alan McElroy, confidence, destiny, fear, Higher Self, learning, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, Self
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Friday, June 4th, 2010
Just imagine if there were no suspicion or judgment of another, and if everyone knew why they felt the way they did about other people. We cannot have this, however, because not many people understand the energy of metaphysics and the why, and wherefore of these situations. We can only know this when we raise our vibration (or level of consciousness), but unless we can understand the basis of metaphysics and the why, how and what, we cannot move forward. So much energy has been given to becoming spiritual, and I must admit that at one time I was as guilty of this as others.
In the beginning, my idea of being spiritual was about being holy and – in a way – pious, sitting in the lotus position and chanting “Om.” Being a vegetarian and giving away the things I enjoyed. In fact being spiritual is just about being true to your self, accepting your own faults, and trying if possible to correct them. Not blaming anyone for your own mistakes, realizing that we are the creators of our own reality, and being fair to everyone – animals included – whether we feel they have done us wrong or not. It is about forgiveness, understanding, compassion and, more than anything, being at peace in our own silence and removing our emotional body so that we can see true meaning of life through our Higher Self. Our Self is always trying to divert us from our true purpose and life lessons. It is the Self which (in fear) creates the suspicion of others, bringing up past-life memories and, of course, always bringing up the emotions so that we become fearful of moving forward to our true destiny. How do I know this? I was there once where all these things happened. It has taken me years of working at letting go of all of that, and boy, do I feel better for it!
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Tags: Alan McElroy, compassion, creator, destiny, emotional body, emotions, energy, forgiveness, Higher Self, judgment, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysics, peace, reality, Self, spiritual, suspicion, understanding, vegetarian
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Thursday, June 3rd, 2010
Was I sad to let the young person go? You bet I was and, more than anything, their mother also. However, I had to work with the person the young person had denigrated and been suspicious of. In my Higher Self I could see the truth of Maitreya’s words.
One of the spiritual lessons which is a part of raising the vibration is about letting go of judgment and judging another – of having no suspicion about someone else and no fear either. I have found over the years of my metaphysical life that often a person who has perhaps done wrong to someone in a past life will come back into their life again to assist them, perhaps by helping them in their career, or by assisting them financially. In this case, it was not just one person but two who were the chagrin of the young person (we never got around to the second person). Yet I knew in my Higher Self that they had both come into their life for the purpose of helping them.
I am living proof of this kind of help. Alan came into my life to repay a karmic debt from a past life in which he held me as a slave of sorts and mistreated me. In this life he has given me the life I should have had in that past life we shared. He has also done all he can to address issues he created in that life (such as low self-esteem and lack of confidence) which I had until he came into my life. Since his arrival in my life, he has made such an effort to help me become the beautiful woman I feel I am now, but which I could not see because of the past life with him and with a present-life experience with another person.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, debt, fear, Higher Self, judging, judgment, karma, karmic, lessons, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, metaphysical, past life, spiritual, suspicion, vibration
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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2010
For me, it was very hard because Maitreya had also brought the young person into my life to help us. We were all supposed to work happily together, but as I believe it and have seen it happen so many times in my life and others’ lives, a past-life memory came to the surface and created fear or suspicion in the young person. Interestingly enough, in the past I would have been torn in two over what to do and what decision to make over the issue. What would I do this time?
This time I was clear in my thinking, I had no doubt whatsoever. I chose to have no fear and not to go with the suggestions and suspicion of the young person. I knew what I had to do, and it was so clear. I made my decision. I was able to do that because I had cleared away the emotional body. In the past, my emotions had been the issue every time I had to make a decision. Not only did they create a serious problem for me, I often ran away from such experiences.
Often, we know what we have to do but cannot do so because we are concerned about so many things: What will the person think of me? What if I hurt them? What if they get angry? What if …, etc? We are so concerned over these issues that we often cannot see the true meaning of the experience and what we should do – our own truth so to speak. For many people it creates problems as they try to balance the way they feel and their fear of doing something wrong. Without the emotional body there in front of me, I was finally able to make a decision based on my Higher Self.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, angry, decision, doubt, emotional body, emotions, fear, Higher Self, hurt, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, past life memory, problem, suspicion, truth
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Wednesday, May 19th, 2010
The pain was in leaving Australia, a country which had embraced me when I migrated in 1974 from England. Now it was 30 years later. I had come to love living on the Gold Coast mountain where I had made my home and built a business. By now I was more detached than I had ever been. In my third year in New Zealand, I suddenly realized that I had let it go and no longer wanted to go “home.” The most important thing I found was the fact that, even though one lets go and detaches from the emotions, one may not forget the person and their actions (whether good or not), but one can look at them without judgment or criticism. It took me a long time – many years – to do that and I am so thankful now for that detachment in my life. It helps me so much just to walk away or give it no energy.
Recently, I was placed in a situation where my detachment was tested and I was able to completely let go – not react, not go back into the way I had been previously. I was so shocked because my old Self would have roared like a lion and given an Oscar winning performance. Instead, my Higher Self yawned and said, “What a waste of energy!”
We cannot move forward if we have an emotional body, but it is also true that, even with removing it, we still need to have compassion, love, and understanding. We need to find a balance. Everything in life is on loan for this lifetime; learn to let go of it. For Cancer, Taurus, and Scorpio people (or people who have two or more planets in those signs), it can be very hard but it can be done. If you find yourself like I was – with Aquarian after Aquarian coming into your life – they are there to help you detach, to see detachment, but not to be like Aquarians who are often critical, judgmental, and who have to learn to find balance in being compassionate, understanding, and loving. It can be done. I have done it, but it has taken a long time. Don’t despair if it takes time though, it will be worth it in the end.
Tags: Alan McElroy, Aquarian, balance, cancer, compassionate, critical, criticism, detachment, emotional body, energy, Higher Self, judgment, judgmental, loving, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, pain, scorpio, Self, Taurus, understanding
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