Posts Tagged ‘Guardian spirit’

The Way Things Were – Continued

Sunday, April 18th, 2010

My teachers then taught me about spirit guides and my Guardian spirit. All of a sudden I did not feel alone and, more than anything else – the most important thing of all – that I needed to ask these energies for help when I needed it. I had done this prior to my not liking God, but had stopped the practice after going through my darkness (as I called it). So I began asking for help and assistance again. It did not happen overnight – and not even within a few weeks – but I noticed change in my life, and the things I asked for came a lot easier and quicker. In my classes with them they taught me to see the other side – namely Spirit – and to communicate with that realm. Life was still hard, but life was bearable.

By now we had sold the “Dream House” and had bought another house the complete opposite of it. This house had no kitchen to speak of. It was old and rickety compared to the “Dream House.” This was a hovel, but it was home, and we made it nice with cheap carpet and furniture. We actually did not create a fully-equipped kitchen until just before we left the house (in order to sell it).

My entrance into metaphysics was changing my thinking big time about so many different things. I lost a lot of my fear – especially about the future – and came to realize that I was a very talented intuitive. When my teachers left me after a short period of time, I knew that this was where I wanted to be with my life. I had asked God to forgive me for my turning away from its energy and began to realize that God does not do things to us, but God is there to give us strength if we need it – along with those who help us from Spirit. My concept of God and that energy changed so much. It was as if the illusion of what I had been taught and raised with was all stripped away.

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Amazing! – Continued

Saturday, March 6th, 2010

Of course, I would never assume that I would not go into the old mode again and I work very hard at trying to keep away from it, but there is always the chance, so I need to keep alert at all times. One of the worst things is the ego issues that come up when Spirit does try to help us. Spirit recently tried to help someone I know very well. However, their anger stopped them from seeing what it was Spirit wanted and needed to show them. This person is approaching their second Saturn return and they have not done what they should have done in their first Saturn return. Not only that, but their solar return chart (which is a forecast for the next year) over the next two years, is all about health problems and there is such a strong indication that the person could actually go home to Spirit during that time.

It is at times like this I must admit I get frustrated because I cannot help the person but I am extremely happy that I know what I know – especially about astrology – and can plan my life to avoid the pitfalls which could create problems for me. I am also extremely happy that I learned the lessons I did and am able to move beyond any potential problems. For years I did not understand, and it really made it bad for me not knowing. Now because of my knowledge I can plan my life/future a lot better. We have so many souls trying to help us to learn the lessons we need to learn: a Guardian spirit, guides, helpers, the Masters themselves, but we very rarely listen to them. I remember the first time they tried to help me. It was through a letter a woman wrote to me commenting on the way I did my readings. My first reaction was, “How dare someone do this to me and write what they did, even though it was done with love.” I was hurt, angry, and very upset. Three days later though it was another story. I was able to see that she had indeed done me a favor, as what she had written to me about actually manifested and caused me a lot of grief.

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Questions and Answers – Continued

Monday, March 1st, 2010

I definitely feel it was worth it though because I could not be going where I am now with the fear I had inside of me and also the lack of confidence I had about myself and my ability. Maitreya told me a few days ago that, had I not accomplished what I have, I would not have been able to have done the TV show. I asked him what would have happened then, and he said it would never have come into my energy; another chance for Spirit to move forward would have been lost. Phew! That was a lot to realize. I was so glad I had done it, I really was.

Each one of us has come to work on our issues, whether from another life or lessons we have chosen to refine in this life. We have a Guardian spirit who is there to lead us into the lessons we have chosen to learn and the people we have chosen to learn them with. We also have Guides and Helpers who assist the Guardian spirit to fulfill those lessons.

I have written before about how, after a weekend away, my Guardian led me to leave to go home later than planned. This enabled me to meet a certain woman who turned out to be the cousin of a man I had chosen to finish a relationship with a few months earlier. She connected me with him again, and I married him six weeks later. Thankfully, at that time I listened to my intuition and followed it. I was then back on target to fulfill my destiny with him. I have often wondered what would have happened if I had not listened and it never happened? I am sure the Universe and my Guardian spirit would have set up another experience with someone else, because it is not the person who is important but the lesson.

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Just Stuff 2 – Continued

Monday, November 9th, 2009

One of the biggest lessons of working for Spirit and with Spirit is having faith. The reason being that doubt and fear block the flow of energy whether that be the energy of money or something else we desire. We can put out there all we would like to manifest, however, if one has a defeating attitude and does not believe, have faith and trust, or doubts, then that thought (which is also an energy) will break the desire and stop the flow from coming to us.

The Universe is listening all the time to our desires and needs when we express them. Depending on how high you are in consciousness, the Universe may know before you do what you need. For instance you may find yourself saying, “I cannot believe it! A friend just gave me an almost new coat and I really needed one!” You are amazed at how you manifested what you needed without telling anyone.

Once you get into cosmic consciousness – which is where one faces one’s fears and when there are no fears left – the Universe can have access to your thoughts so quickly and easily because there is no fear there to stop the flow of energy and thought. It then tells those who help you from the other side – and we all have a Guardian Spirit and guides who help us – to help manifest for you very easily what you desire.

I have to admit I had terrible fear about manifesting money in the beginning. I just did not believe I could manifest or that I was worthy to receive. I did not realize that I was sabotaging myself by stopping the flow of the Universe trying to assist me. The few times I did manifest almost as quickly as I thought it, I was in such shock that I could not think about it. One time I needed a tin of some kind to put some papers in that I had found in a drawer and which were loose. I stood at the drawer and thought; “I wish I had a tin to put these papers in.” Within an hour, a neighbor across the road knocked on the door with a tin in her hand. “Can you use this?” she asked? I looked at the empty square biscuit (cookie) tin in her hand and just said “Yes, I can,” astounded at how it had manifested!

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Having A Self Day – Continued

Thursday, October 8th, 2009

So what of the Higher Self? What can we do for that energy? Well, to be honest, nothing. You see the Higher Self does not waste energy like the Self does. It hardly talks to us. If it wants us to do something or go somewhere or meet someone it will silently maneuver itself there. It will put something in front of us to show us what it needs us to do. It will have a friend talk about something we know we should do, and it reiterates what we knew but did not follow through on. If we can still the Self long enough, we can then hear what the Higher Self wants us to do.

We hear people say; “Listen to the still small voice within.” The Higher Self is small. It does not want attention; it is beyond that. It only wants to lead and guide you to fulfill your destiny or life path. It knows what you need to do to fulfill your life plan and is constantly with your Guardian spirit to assist you to fulfill that path. If it does speak it is loving and kind. It has no fear and generates no fear. It only wants you to be aware of what is ahead.

I was moving house once, and a voice said to me quite clearly; “Do not take on anything else but the mortgage because there is going to be a recession.” I listened, but my ex husband would not. And yes, there was a recession, but we had also leased a car on top of our mortgage just after this message. My husband signed for it alone without my permission or signature. I was powerless to do anything. That was my Higher Self, and I wished I had listened to it. I would not have gone through a very difficult time had I done so.

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