Posts Tagged ‘development’

A Long Way – Continued

Wednesday, August 11th, 2010

Not many people know of the early days of what was then known as the “spiritual movement.” I am talking here of the days beginning in the 1920’s. Of course, for many years prior to this it was a going movement, but not much was known about it. The Fox sisters in the USA had started a movement with strange noises in their home, and they became very well known. From this began an organization which has grown so much that it is really big – not as big as it will become – but a decent-sized number of people who are really into metaphysics and either work at it or want to learn.

In the early days of the 1930’s one had to be invited into a spiritual development group, and it would take years – many years, sometimes up to ten years– of weekly meetings before one became qualified and could use the energy. I teach people now in 10 weeks, but only because of the Photon Energy and the speeding up of the earth plane. I am nobody special, I just have this amazing energy to assist me and, of course, a team of people on the other side of our earth plane who assist me in doing this.

My grandmother on my mother’s side was told in a Spiritual Church in the late 1920’s that she could become an incredible medium, but she had a husband who did not like what she did, so she declined and never used her gift. From previous blogs most of you know that my mother also had the gift but would not use it because of her marital status and having children. History is full of stories of the early pioneers of the (then) spiritual movement who suffered in various ways for their success in the field of intuitive arts.

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Suffering – Continued

Thursday, February 11th, 2010

My husband at the time just could not understand, and I can imagine what it would be like for those who are married going through their development and having this kind of experience. It is not just the energy issue, but the other symptoms one can experience such as vertigo, nausea, sleep problems, crying for no reason, and many other experiences. My then, husband just let me be, but he was concerned. My reassurance that I was OK though helped enormously. By the time I married my second husband I was working with Maitreya, the experiences I had in the early days were no more. Occasionally I would go up in vibration and have the vertigo again – as did he – and he understood what I was going through.

I recently raised my vibration again and I was very lucky that Alan, my current husband, was so understanding as I had terrible vertigo and excessive tiredness which accompanies it. So many people are going through these experiences as I write this blog. I have had so many e-mails after my plea on the website video blog. Before one can do their work with Spirit, one has to clear away old, unused energy such as fear, anger, frustration, etc. because, while it is inside of you, one cannot move forward spiritually.

I had so much fear in the beginning. I cannot believe that I have faced it all and the Universe put it in front of me to work through it. Those in Spirit have no fear. They have no Self, only the Higher Self. We are the ones with the fear etc., and we cannot work with Spirit until we begin to work through the block of energy where this is held. I say to my students – after they have had a healing crisis which is what we call a clearance of old energy – “Just imagine how psychic you will be tomorrow” because one does become more psychic the more one clears energy blocks away.

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Suffering – Continued

Wednesday, February 10th, 2010

Although I have had my fair share of suffering, I would not change what I have done. I do think about it though. Would I have done what I did had I known what I would go through? Although I have said I might not have, I know deep inside of myself I would have done it. I have taught so many people over the years to use their mediumistic ability, their healing ability, but very few are doing that today. Why? Because of the Self and the development work. As the energy comes in from Spirit to help you with your development, it also begins to free up anything blocked or even locked inside of you. Incarnations of blocked energy, fear, anger, etc., – all the stuff you did not deal with in a past life or even in this life prior to your opening up.

I remember that it took about a year for my stuff to come to the surface and, when it did, it came so suddenly that I had no idea or warning it was there. I woke one morning and could not stop crying. I telephoned my teacher and she and her husband came around to see me. It felt as if I had Tom Thumb kind of men (little tiny people) in my solar plexus and they were chipping away with chisels inside there. I could feel the energy being chipped away and then – as if a tsunami came out of me – I cried and cried again as I brought up the energy from having to bury my friend’s baby. At the time of doing it, I had to keep my emotions in check. I was pregnant myself – almost ready for delivery – and there was nobody else to do it. I had to choose the little white coffin and it was buried in a mass grave (which we found out many years later) It was not even given a headstone or marker. I cried for 4 days almost nonstop. My then, husband came home from work to find his wife a blubbering mess who could not stop crying.

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Suffering – Continued

Monday, February 8th, 2010

It amazes me that many spiritual teachers/mediums do not tell their students what can happen after one raises their vibration. First of all, one needs to start the process off. The best way to do this is to either meditate at home or to sit in a group meditation. It takes longer to do it alone, so I always recommend a group situation. You also need to know that the medium/teacher is usually very experienced and has spent many years learning their trade. Maitreya, my teacher, said “A laborer is worthy of his hire.” However, many people balk at the idea of having to pay for a session of meditation and never take into account what the medium has done to get to be a teacher. Do expect to pay for a class and do know that you are getting far more than the teacher is getting from the class.

Some teachers – and I say some, not all – are clearing houses for their students. I am one of those, and for us who do it, we can have terrible diarrhea the next day after class. We can feel so drained because we are the batteries which enable Spirit to do the work on the people in the group to help raise their vibration. When I am like that after a class I cannot work the next day, hence I lose a day’s income. My class income helps me to have that day off. I have met so many people wanting to do spiritual development who said they thought it was a gift from God and as such should not pay for a class. That is wonderful if it could be, but how does the teacher/medium pay their bills? I find the energy I expend to my students is incredible, and the students who have taken part in my classes have been amazed at what they were able to do in class. However, they could not have done that without my energy.

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Further Adventures – Continued

Sunday, January 10th, 2010

Prior to the experience in the nursery I had been very sensitive, but this experience took me a step further and, as I write this blog, I have just had an “aha” moment. For it was at this moment – I now realize – that I began the experience of traveling into the past lives of people. Of course, that was just the beginning, and from 1998 until now much development has taken place and I have become more sensitive. But it was so strange, as I am writing this blog, to realize and become aware of what happens when I do a past-life reading. I actually go into the past life and I am there in person. Of course all those years ago I did not know that and many years have passed and much development since then; but I actually time travel into the past and, interestingly enough, I feel I also travel into the future now when looking at the future for people. It is a very interesting “aha” moment because I have come to the realization that it was then, in 1998, that I began the journey of traveling into the past!

I also know that, had I gone into the area where the USS Arizona was situated, I would have also gone into the past. I am so glad I did not go now. I could not have dealt with the energy of that time when the bombs hit the Arizona and other ships. It was bad enough being on the road and later on having them go through me back to Spirit. I am a very strong woman, but I could not have coped with that kind of energy. I think I would have been a basket case had I done so. It is interesting that, even a week later, I can feel the energy of those souls as they passed through me as if it were happening at the time.

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