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Posts Tagged ‘blog’
Saturday, May 22nd, 2010
As I was writing the last blog, I found tears coming into my eyes as the memory of the emotion I felt then resurfaced once again. Shortly after the doll experience, whether in sympathy for me or because my mother had a little more money to spare, she bought me a doll. The only thing was, it was a black doll. I had wanted a doll with soft white skin and blond hair. This doll had wiry black hair, black skin, and was not at all like I wanted. I had the doll for 3 weeks before one evening in a fit of temper my mother threw it up the stairs at me after an argument with my father. The doll shattered into lots of big and little pieces. I never got another doll after that and never even asked for one.
When I was married to my second husband, I saw a doll one day in gift store. It was so beautiful – like a rose petal with beautiful white skin and brownish hair. She lay there on her blanket and I knew I had to have her. I bought her, and it was the start of a doll collection. I had about 12 of them – all babies of course – lying on blankets. My best one had beautiful white skin, so soft one would have thought it was real and, of course, blond hair. Thinking back, as I searched online for the doll for my granddaughters (I bought two for the two youngest ones in each family), I was taken back to that time with the doll episode and the cruelty of children. It could, in a way, have been called bullying. It was terribly cruel, and even when I came back out to play after staying in for a couple of weeks, the children still teased me which hurt even more.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, argument, blog, bullying, children, cruelty, doll, granddaughter, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, tease
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Thursday, May 20th, 2010
By the time this blog is posted, it will almost be time for my son and my two grandchildren to leave for their special time in Disneyland. As I write this, they have not arrived yet, as I am usually three weeks ahead with my blogs. However, planning for their visit has been wonderful as I have gone back into childhood looking at entertaining them in our home while they are here. I decided to buy my granddaughter (age 5 in August) a very beautiful doll. First, it is only 9.5” long, and it is special because it breathes just like a real baby. Of course, guess who has been playing with it? Yes, I am afraid I had more than a few childish moments. You see the doll feels so real – like a real baby – and for my granddaughter it will feel like a real baby.
The childish moments were prompted by the fact that, as a child, I really never had a proper doll. The street we lived on was full of children – almost every house had a family of children – and, of course, there were plenty of people to play with. One family had two sisters and their grandmother lived with them. At the time she was in the main house, but she had previously lived in a small house at the back of the main house. Because this was now empty, it had been turned over to the two girls in this family as a play house. Oh, to be invited to play with them! At that time I was very shy and insecure (hard to believe when you see and hear me now), but I was very inhibited. I very rarely was invited to play and, when I was, it was only for a short period of time. Most of the time I was not allowed inside the little house; other children were, but me, no. There must have been some heavy karma I had to endure with this happening in my life.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, blog, childhood, doll, grandchildren, insecure, karma, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, shy, son
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2010
As the people came forward to help us after the filming we did in Los Angeles, I felt so grateful that I had worked through the old energies of the past and am no longer stymied from moving forward. In previous blogs I have written about the times Spirit has been there for me – from the $50 experience, protecting me, providing what I needed (the large amount of money to create the Australian center), bringing people into my life to help me in so many ways, and so many more experiences. I knew I had passed those tests because I also had no more fear of people. Fear was my strongest issue, and there were many fears. I have spoken of these before in past blogs.
Beginning the spiritual path is wonderful. We feel as if we have come home on our journey, but we do not realize that we have so much we need to deal with before we can get the rewards. Just before my visit to the USA in 1995, Maitreya showed me (in a meditation) that I now only had 12 steps to climb as he stood beside a plane with the steps at his side. It seemed so easy compared to what I had gone through before. What he did not show me was that each step was like a giant block of granite about 5 feet tall! No, I am not joking. It felt that way as I climbed the stairs over the next few years! Boy, did I have a hard climb. I find it to be incredibly unbelievable that I have survived the experience. My Self still keeps thinking that something is going to happen to put me at the bottom of the ladder again, and it can do that. I just do not believe or accept it. While I do not, I do not invite anything into my energy to create that fear. Aha! I think I have learned something along the way!!
Tags: Alan McElroy, blog, energy, fear, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, meditation, Self, Spirit, spiritual
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2010
Once again the two hours have gone by very fast. Actually, it was over two hours because I have written 8 blogs to take me to the end of the month of March. I cheated also because I took a break to make a lamb casserole and a shepherd’s pie and then came back to it. I have just had a look at my computing book and am so excited to be able to understand the way it is written. My granddaughter, who is 11, has been using a computer since she was 5 when she used to play the Barbie game on line. She is so computer literate. I often wonder what technology will be like when she is my age. I wonder too if blogs will be in vogue then.
I recently started doing a video blog and I love doing that each week. I spoke to a few people about stopping writing this blog and just doing the video blog. I will not tell you what was said, just that, if the words had been physical I would have been in hospital LOL! I love doing this blog though despite the time it takes to write and post it. We are very lucky in the USA to have freedom of speech and to not be censured for writing or speaking about important things. There are countries in the world where one can be imprisoned for speaking out or writing words which go against the law or ruling government rules. I do know that I will continue to write this blog despite being threatened with legal action and people from the Christian community wanting to kill me. Many say that Maitreya, my teacher, is the “anti-Christ” but one only has to read his words he wrote himself over the years – words of truth, love, and understanding on nearly every subject topical today – to know and see that he is not that at all. However, he himself coined the phrase “Every man has his own truth,” and on that note I will close this blog, because this is my truth!!
Tags: Alan McElroy, Anti-Christ, blog, Christian, freedom of speech, love, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, technology, truth, understanding, video blog
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2010
The word “blog” intrigues me. I think it is a wonderful word and would love to know how it originated. Today I was thinking back to when I first started writing and wrote my first book, Simple Guide to the Psychic, in 1988. I had to use an electric typewriter and I had only just bought it with money from my readings. I recently was online looking through an online catalog and saw almost the identical typewriter to the one I had back then for sale. There was one with an automatic carriage return and one without. It brought back so many memories of carbon paper (trying to put it into the machine was the biggest problem for me and trying to get it evened up with the paper).
It seems so long ago doing that, and now I am on my 7th computer. The one I started off with was like a small suitcase and the one I have now is so small compared to that one. Although I have had a computer for a long time, I can only e-mail, do Word, get onto the Internet (and it is an older version), and of course use my astrology and other programs. I have such difficulty with left brain functioning that using the computer is such a problem for me. I do not understand a lot of my “Word” functions and cannot make a folder or understand how to use the computer really properly, so today I had delivered a book titled The Senior’s Guide to Easy Computing. I can actually understand it and am looking forward now to being able to use the computer the way it was meant to be used. Perhaps my blogs will become better because I can use the computer in a better way. Even the page I type the blog on has so much language I do not understand, so much so that someone has to help me post it!
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Tags: Alan McElroy, astrology, blog, computer, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, typewriter
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Monday, March 29th, 2010
It may surprise you to know that I am told what to write about in this blog! Yes, every blog subject is given to me. Just as I used to be given the newsletters from Maitreya, the same happens with my blog. Often I will awaken in the middle of the night with so much energy pouring through my body that I cannot sleep. It is then I say to Alan, “I think I have to go and write a blog and use up some of this energy.” Then I get out of bed, go to the office, and type away once I have been given the subject of the blog. I have said before that I write a blog for a whole week. With my schedule I would not be able to write daily, and a week-long blog of 7 days can take me two hours to write.
It is interesting that, once I begin writing, I cannot stop – two hours is gone in a flash. It is then back to bed to be able to sleep finally because I have got rid of the energy. This has been a part of my life for so long now – since the inception of the website and the first teaching. I am lucky that both my ex-husband and my present husband do not mind the exit from bed and the freezing cold body coming back to bed. Despite there being heating in the house, I can get out of bed so hot and go back to bed so cold! I am lucky also to have a brilliant staff at the Center who reminds me constantly about things I need to do. They remind me when a new blog is needed, and I can get ahead, hopefully, of those already posted. I usually am one or two blogs ahead. For instance this blog is being written on March 11th, despite not being posted until March 29th.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, blog, energy, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, newsletter, teaching, website
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Sunday, March 28th, 2010
It really is wonderful though to get e-mail informing me someone has been helped because of something I have blogged or that Maitreya has written in his blog. It never ceases to amaze me how informed they are in their world. I was so surprised when I was told by Maitreya that he wanted to write a blog. I mean, our vision of those in Spirit is of angelic beings in robes and sandals. It could not be further from the truth! As for them writing blogs, why should they not? They are, after all, ahead of us all of the time and they have to be to be able to do what they do.
My husband, Alan, had contracted in this lifetime to create a business which would eventually sell and become the vehicle – in a way – for Maitreya’s work. When he was ready in the year 2000, they gave him the information and suggestion to create the business, and thank goodness he listened despite those around him and his partner telling them it would not work. Then later on he sold it – as he had contracted with Spirit to do – to help one of the Masters, Maitreya, to do what he needed to do on the earth plane. They enabled him to do this – from giving the idea which had to do with modern technology to sending the people to buy the business. They know everything, and I am privileged in readings and on the radio and other forms of communication to be able to see just how much they know. When I have my downers I forget those things which I should not do, but as I point out, I am human; I live on the earth plane. I do channel, yes, but I am human and will remain human until the day I die.
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Tags: Alan McElroy, blog, business, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, masters, Spirit, technology
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