So, it is 2009. A few days ago I had a private student for 3 days of work with her. As I worked with her I felt the presence of Maitreya and of the UB. The energy in the room was amazing. We talked about my own path for a while for she was just beginning hers. I said to her, “I work with God, or as I call that energy, The Ultimate Being.” The words flowed from my mouth – no embarrassment, no fear – it was almost as if I felt the energy chuckle. Finally, I had acknowledged it! It had taken 16 years for me to finally get there. The fear I had of being laughed at was not there. The feeling of its presence was so awesome. The energy after that session too much to bear.
Yes, I do work with God. What a joy to be able to say that. God loves me unconditionally, it always has. I just could not love myself unconditionally. It took Alan coming into my life to enable me to see that. How very fortunate I am to have been given such a gift. When I think of all the times during the last 4 years I just wanted to run away – the Self wanted to run away because it did not believe it was worthy! The one thing I have come to understand more than anything is the role the Self plays in our lives and also how past-life energy impinges not only on our freedom to live, but also on how it becomes energy within us and how the Self finds it and feeds off it. How blessed I have been. I have no fear anymore in saying “I work with the UB, or God.” Finally, my knowing as a 5 year-old child is coming true. I have had a lot more knowings over the years and I know they also will come true. If you, like me, have experienced my journey in any way, then know that God does want to work with you. One of my students said to me a long time ago. “God don’t make no junk.” We make ourselves into junk by low confidence, low self-esteem, and fear. It is time for change.
Tags: channel, fear, God, Maitreya, Margaret McElroy, past life energy, ultimate being
