I have always found it difficult to be a channel. First of all it was because of working with what many term as God. I knew from the age of 5 that I was going to be doing that. I awoke one morning with a “knowing,” but I had just become a Christian and thought it was my infatuation which I had with Jesus. Then when I was 8 I had a profound experience when I went into a Catholic church and wanted to go down to the altar and genuflect (lie down in the form of a cross). I found out later that is what nuns did in their services and as postulants who had done something wrong and had to confess to God. I also felt at that time another feeling that I was here to do something special but did not know what!
After that life went on without incident until the psychic door opened up at 21 years of age. By then I had many years of Christianity behind me and a great deal of fear. I ran away from opening up the beautiful gift of working with the highest energy in the Universe. It was so scary for me. When I became a channel in my thirties, when I finally gave up totally and began my metaphysical work, I blotted out who I was working for. I, of course, gave allegiance to those in the world beyond ours. When Maitreya came into my life, I finally had to learn about Masters and who and what they are. I still could not admit I was working for God, or the Ultimate Being as I call this energy. Why would this energy, God, UB (Ultimate Being), want to work with me? I was nobody. In fact at the time I was and considered myself very flawed.
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