When I look back from 1992 to now, it has been an amazing experience. I feel so lucky to have gone through that time and, more than anything else, to have the teacher I have. Of course, I know also I needed that teacher to enable me to leave behind some ingrained belief systems and a whole load of fear. Someone asked me the other day, “Do you still doubt what I get and see?” There are times when I do – when I am tired and worn out, when what I experience seems so far-fetched. Yet, I also have a trove of memories of visits “home” and of experiences I cannot question. However, I am human and live in the world, of the world.
The one thing that Maitreya taught me is never to feel embarrassed or guilty, because I do question. It is human to question. But I must always allow the Higher Self part of me to give me the answers, not the Self part of me, because the Self part of me will always try to justify its actions, whereas the Higher Self part of me, will not. It just is and does not need to justify itself. Although I channel a “master teacher” I am human. I am not a Master myself and have never acknowledged being so. I make mistakes and I sometimes say the wrong thing. For some reason, there are people who expect that, if you work for a Master teacher, you are just like them – perfect!! I am sorry to say that I am not perfect and I don’t think I ever will be on this earth plane. Yes, I channel, and yes, I was born to do it, but I am Margaret, not Maitreya, and as such I am trying to perfect myself. Perhaps one day I will be perfect, but until then I will keep learning and trying to understand the world of Spirit. I learn something new every day. If you would like to have further communications such as this, please let me know. I have a wealth of unpublished information inside of me.
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