Do we really have enemies? If we are in the Self we do, because the Self must have something to complain about, and one of the ways the Self deals with this subject is to blame everyone and everything for what happens in our life. But if we are in the Higher Self, we understand that each soul who comes into our life is a teacher and a mirror, showing us aspects of our lives we do not usually want to see.
My Self is pathetic. The day before I wrote this blog I was tired, so very tired, after teaching a course for three days and having very little rest due to work commitments and things happening at home. Alan went away as he usually does each week, and I was on my own. Boy, did my Self come in and take over! It went on about how tired I was and how I should not be working so hard. It brought up my children and grandchildren. It showed me the cruel energy that it is in that Alan’s children can visit when they want to, but my children and grandchildren are in Australia, and it costs a lot of money to go and visit.
By the time Alan called I was deeply in the Self. All he got on the other end of the phone was a “whingy” wife, almost on the verge of tears and talking about wanting to retire and go back to Australia to live. I could hear myself also, but was powerless to do anything because I was too tired to energize the Higher Self and bring that in to fight the Self. Of course, after only 5 minutes of talking to Alan with his positive words and encouragement (even promising if I wanted to go to Australia – we could go next week), I felt so different. By the time I went to bed I was feeling so positive and was back in the Higher Self again.
Continued…..
Tags: blame, Higher Self, Maitreya, mirror, Self, teacher, tired
