It is hard having faith and belief, especially when all of one’s life has been difficult and fraught with financial and other problems. I know how hard it is because I was like that once too. I did not have any money to spare until I actually went into metaphysics at age 38 when I did my first professional reading. Prior to that I was living week to week financially and worried constantly about finances. There were times when my first husband got paid and I had spent the money he brought home for his fortnight’s salary on food and bills. I had only $5 in my purse for two weeks, but I managed. However, when I went into metaphysics, only then did I not only have money, I had more money than I had ever had. I thought I had died and gone to heaven.
However the poverty consciousness which I had spent most of my life in – not to say my parents poverty consciousness beliefs – stopped me from really moving forward financially. I could not move away from it. Even though I was reading books on manifestation and affirmations, I still allowed the old thoughts to penetrate my being. I was in my late 40’s before I finally let go and allowed the Universe to bring me what I desired.
That desire was to create a website and to build a healing center. I finally achieved this, and thousands of people around the world have been helped by the writings of my teacher, Maitreya, but were also helped and guided by his advice through me. I remember saying to my first husband that I would not charge more than $40AUD (which I was charging at the time), but of course I went against that statement and now charge much more. I had to because of my expenses and needing to pay for the website and the travel etc. I could not have done what I have done in the past without funds.
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